Personal presentation

I don't chose to be prostitute. When I was child, when questioned on what I would be when adult, I did not say: “Prostitute, mother!”

As well as most of these people, also I had wrong ideas about the prostitution, until one day was I to live in the skin. If I repent myself to enter for this way? Perhaps you if it surprises with what I go to count: I repent myself bitterly. However, in the height, it was optimum that I could make. I know that to be waiting for a miracle it only makes with that the wait is tiring and perhaps useless. I am a woman who learned early since running behind what I wanted.

Then suddenly I was to work in houses of prostitution of the country. This phase of boîtes was one of most painful, but it was when I learned everything what it was necessary for (on) living in this so cold world.

But the learnings of boîte had not been all that I brought with me when I decided to be independent. In one boîte I had that to worry me in forwarding the dude more quickly possible, to catch the next one, to repeat those acts mechanical, until the end of the night. That is, to worry me about the amount, and not with the quality. To be for man one object, without to matter me with this, since it also would be for me one object that he would take me to an end, that is, to the financial addition that would go to acquire in the end of the night.

When I became independent, I started to observe things that I already had noticed, but that they had passed unfurnished me, since in boîte I constantly obliged age to have other objectives in mind. I started to see the side human of the people. It was not easy for me, that very I was always praised by my intelligence - although to disagree, finding that I always have still much what to learn, and having conscience of my the pure and total ignorance in some subjects that not yet I had chance to know - to be to play a work that demanded me only the body.

It was then that I thought: “If for me it is difficult, as it will be for the customer, who has that to pay to be with a woman in the bed” It was as soon as I started to look at in the eyes of these customers, to talk, to try to understand them, to place me in the place of them. E, mainly, to make me always these questions when I am with a customer: If it looked for to me, what he will be that it needs? Where aspect I will be able to help it?

It was then that I noticed that the customers were not all who came in sex search only. Sex also, but not only as a sequence of penetrations. They wanted affection, to give and to receive, they wanted a shelter to insane the daily one, or many times, wanted to relieve.

The process to have left of being only loving prostitute to be professional was not a simple exchange of names. In first place, I acquired, eat independent, a freedom and flexibility that did not have when worked in boîtes. To follow, I started to observe more, to hear more, and to analyze situations. I made some courses that I found that they would be necessary for the performance of my new function, as for example the course of massage, first socorros, etc. E I started to interest me for the subject, making independent studies on psychology, sociology, erotismo, etc., that is, everything what it could serve me as base to more play my new function of form applied e, over all, more human being.

As former-attendant of eróticas lines, I started to also use this experience to perceive camouflaged attitudes and desires, or same to add a new stimulaton.

I created, for the customers who had such disposal - that is, those that did not have only intention to put and to enjoy - an environment tranquilo, where could be felt to the will with me. Where it was not that commercial climate purely, creating affinities that lead to the privacy. I did not excuse any resources that could help, as for example the aromaterapia, cromoterapia, feng-shui, heiki, etc.

As well as each day I try to teach some thing, at the same time, and never parallel, also I have learned very. E I was each more contented day for, above of customers, to also have done friends, exactly that it is only inside of mine four walls.



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